Ayahuasca shamanic experience in Peru

One of my favorite places on Earth is Peru. I have been twice in Peru, the first time I visited most of the landmarks and travelled far and wide inside the country. The diversity of the terrain is so incredible with breathtaking scenery and the people were truly welcoming and friendly.

The second time I decided to go to a lodge in the Peruvian Amazon to experience the plant medicine Ayahuasca under the guidance of a local Shaman. It was a bit crowded there with other foreigners like me from all walks of life both young and old, some had been there multiple times and just keep coming back once a year. There are plenty of lodges like this in the Amazon mainly run by westerners who employ a local shaman to conduct Ayahuasca ceremonies. I believe they are run mainly for profit but at the same time if you go there with the right intention you just might have a truly mystical and profound experience.

I stayed there for a week and each night we had an Ayahuasca ceremony, probably the most memorable one was the first one for me as I did not know what to expect and had no previous experience with any mind altering substances. The shaman begun by giving us one by one a small cup of Ayahuasca to drink some got more or others less depending partially on their body type and whether they had drunk it before. The extreme bitter taste of the plant medicine really surprised me as well as the dark brown muddy color.

 Once I drunk my bit I went to sit on a chair and was waiting for things to kick in but nothing was happening. Then once everyone drunk the medicine all the lights were switched off and we were engulfed by the darkness of the jungle apart from the flickering light of the mapacho tobacco smoked by the shaman, who then started chanting the Icaros, shamanic songs calling on the spirit of Ayahuasca and the spirits of the Jungle. Once he started singing I realized I could feel the vibration of his songs throughout my body, such a strange sensation and then the more he sung the more I started seeing these intrinsic geometric patterns and they would change with the melody of the Icaros. Geometric patterns would alter between visions of the jungle animals, birds, plants and aliens.

It was a lot to take in and then we had a few participants who were just screaming their heads off as they were having a bad trip. One girl in particular was something I could only describe as possessed and the shaman’s assistants had to hold her down during most of the ceremonies. Some people even left the lodge after a couple of ceremonies not sure why might have been the screaming! I suppose its something no one can really control how Ayahuasca will affect them.

Its called medicine for a reason as it does help each person in a different way, for me it really opened up my senses its been years now and I still see those geometric kaleidoscopic patterns in my dreams from time to time. Ayahuasca is engraved in my mind forever and I am so very grateful.

After each ceremony I liked gazing at the clear night sky in the pitch black of the jungle, I had never seen the stars shine so bright before. To this day only in the Amazon have I seen such a starry night. Each time I was in Peru I felt really connected to the land, its culture even the people.

Feeling nostalgic now, perhaps it might be time to revisit this mystical country soon.

Jesus is buried in Carcassonne France

If you are a devout Christian stop reading now as you might find this somewhat blasphemous. I was a devout Christian myself due to my very religious upbringing the problem with that you do not get to question anything for a long time as you are brainwashed since childhood into believing a ludicrous fairytale about this miracle man. Of course it’s not the parents’ fault but more of a system fault because of a global conspiracy.

Once I started developing my psychic sense I was still a big believer in JC, I mean he was the man until he wasn’t! It did not help of course that he would come to me in visions and dreams and present himself as this big teacher of mine guiding me through life. I had a few miracle moments happen to me as well when I was in church and the statue of Jesus on the cross with closed eyes would suddenly open his eyes and look at me or when the icon of virgin Mary would start trembling in front of me it felt like there was an earthquake but I was the only one that felt it. I mean at some point, I kid you not, I thought I was a saint or something having those type of experiences tied to my unequivocal faith. But of course it was all an elaborate hoax played on me by JC I mean I don’t even want to right the name!

So here is the thing I had a major revelation quiet recently when I was doing a lot of meditation and lucid dream travelling all of a sudden I saw that JC was working in fact with the D. again don’t want to right the name! You know the D. the lord of darkness etc. They are partners in crime in fact! That explained to me why throughout the years I had the same dream of me praying in church only to be surrounded by icons and statues of not saints or JC or Virgin Mary but the bad guy the D. I mean we all think that the way out of the darkness is the light and that light is JC. Well we all have been wrong its all a hoax they are working together to make sure they have the majority of people in their grasp. Both JC and D. stand for evil pure evil. In fact yes its true JC. was just a simple man he did exist and was persecuted and had children as the infamous book suggested. He had some powers but nowhere near the ones stated in the bible! Also he did escape to France and in fact as life goes died in France and specifically his remains are still buried in Carcassonne France. With remote viewing I was able to locate them inside some stone steps in Carcassonne France. I have never been there so don’t know the exact location of those steps from photos online Carcassonne seems to be all stone and steps so won’t be an easy task to find them.

The other reason this hoax is played on us is because he needs our energy so when we pray and believe in him we automatically send him a lot of our pure energy, which he feeds on. I would describe him now sort of being stuck in the afterlife matrix if you get my drift, I will explain what afterlife matrix is on another post. Another way he gets pure energy is the usual way by attacking people; while they are sleeping you know the drill.

Earth not a planet but a spaceship

There are a lot of theories out there about flat Earth and a few movies as well, so I had a good read around before embarking on a psychic investigation of my own. For some reason something as obvious as a round Earth planet all of a sudden created a suspicion in me. I had a few dreams where I was shown our planet not to be a planet at all but in fact a spaceship a flat spaceship, and our so-called planet is an ecosystem in that spaceship. 

Also while meditating and focusing on this subject I was shown an image of the spaceship on a piece of paper and some text next to it saying, “Earth is flat, guaranteed”. At the end there was someone’s signature as if verifying this document to me. I still can’t fully wrap my head around this as we have been totally brainwashed by the education system and it’s hard to deviate from the standard way of thinking even for a psychic.

It's a man's world

Some of my posts have been quiet difficult to write as they contain some very unpleasant information that I have gathered throughout the years but I feel it is time to share this hard earned knowledge with the world. What good is it if I keep it secret and hidden, it came to me for a reason and I think this blog is part of that reason. Anyway most people wouldn’t believe the truth even if it hit them in the head. So let’s continue…

Where was I oh yes, I couldn’t understand why was God so negative and aggressive towards me and then I heard a voice saying “Because you are uncovering who he really is”.

So who is he really? I couldn’t help but think that this God of ours must be hiding something major hence was so reluctant for me to meet him and kept throwing me off his trail in my lucid dream travels. I started to do some psychic investigations while meditating and what I found was beyond disgusting. He sexually abuses women on Earth, every day he brings another woman or should I say a girl to his lair usually in her mid to late teens. He sexually abuses sleeping girls in their dreams. I know this is a recurring theme in my posts because you have no idea what a big deal this is and on what scale this is going on. You think you are just sleeping/dreaming but in fact you are very much like your awake self just living in another dimension for the time you are sleeping. He takes a new girl every night to abuse.

 He is a total misogynist and in fact has a little team of men like him who all together are the so-called rulers of this Earth and these other men do the same. They even have a little get together now and again where a lot of girls are provided at once. These men are some of the so-called enlightened ones, the ones that reached nirvana on Earth and passed to a higher state of consciousness. Let me put it this way only men are allowed to reach nirvana on Earth because this is a man’s world. Yes that’s right women were brought in for entertainment and to propagate the species.

After uncovering the truth I had a very vivid dream of me trying to get out of this matrix we are stuck in. In the dream I tried jumping as high as I could and next to me there was a man jumping as well trying to get as high as he could. At the same time there was a group of men looking at us from above, up in the sky and I was jumping higher than the guy next to me but in the end the sky opened up for him and he joined the group of men up above and acquired the same nasty smirk as the rest of them. That was another confirmation for me of what I already knew. At another point when I was meditating I saw an older man helping a younger guy to reach enlightenment and he was encouraging him and whispering in his ear about what to do and he called him “my son” affectionately while I was told abruptly “No you are not allowed! Because you are a woman”!

In other words men have indeed a fraternity going on up there outside this matrix which is totally opposed to women who need to be under their control and used for their pleasure. They show camaraderie to other men worthy and strong enough to join them and disregard all women because they are women. I have also found out their meeting place, which is a red house in the Black Forest in southwest Germany. This red house is physically present somewhere in those woods but the group itself operates from another dimension so are obscured from view to the naked eye but not the third eye. I do not recommend curious people to project into that house as it can be dangerous they do not like nosy people, I myself have only seen it with remote vision. In that house they conduct their meetings where they make decisions about Earth and its people.

They have a pyramid hierarchy structure with our God being top of the pyramid and the rest following suit, they are the real illuminati governments and celebrities are just their puppets and they do as they please with them. In fact most famous good-looking women are number one victims of dream sex attacks from the group as in a way they did help make them who they are.

I met God what a disappointment (UPDATED)

I was wondering for a while who our creator was, who was this so called God of ours in whose name wars started and people sacrificed. I was pondering whether he was indeed a benevolent God looking after us or he created us and left us to his devices.

I remembered playing the Sims game when I was a teenager and thinking  do we look like that to God perhaps a little Simulation game that he plays when he is bored? When you play Sims you are the God you create the people and their world and manipulate them however you like. It was strange for my older self to remember having the same questions as a teenager and getting nowhere near an answer. I had long realised that the Bible was just a nice fabricated fairy tale created to control the masses as have all the religions. There are no real answers there so I decided to look elsewhere.

All of a sudden while contemplating these big question of my own existence I had an unexpected memory resurfacing. A very old, deeply buried memory from my early childhood. I was 6 years old when I distinctively remember walking by the seaside with my parents and having a sudden realization a sort of understanding that we must be all a game, pawns on a game board at that very moment I had a vision sort of in the air above me of two old men with gray hair looking down on me and having this creepy smile and holding two pawns in their hands. 

I was surprised that I had this type of experience so early on and had totally forgotten about it. I had an eerie feeling that this vision  was very close to the truth. I decided to employ all my psychic faculties and lucid dreaming experience and get to the bottom of it. So naturally the next step would be go and meet GOD. I mean I was able to travel at will in the dream world wherever I wanted why haven’t I yet gone to meet the big guy, the big boss our so called GOD and Creator?

So for the next few months I only worked on that in lucid dreaming travels to go to meet GOD. Surprisingly it was not as easy as I thought, he was an elusive figure and it took a few good weeks before I was able to get anywhere. My first productive lucid trip was when I was flying around and got the determination that I need to go and meet him NOW enough is enough and then all of a sudden I see a blond haired woman on the ground waving at me. I flew towards her and she hurried behind this wall so I followed her and when I landed she said here he is. I was standing in front of a massive bronze/golden statue of a man in his 60s or 70s sitting on a throne with glasses and a short beard and a cane in his hand. What I found strange where his clothing circa 1800s, he also had a sort of creepy smile the same type as from my childhood vision. He had the expression of being very satisfied with himself but also a type of arrogance about him like “I know but no one else does”. Then the woman showed me two more statues right next to him implying that they are all related to my quest of meeting GOD. The second one was a profile of another man who seemed to be smiling and had the McDonald’s logo on top of him the big M. The last statue was also of a man’s profile but had engine type discs inside the head like a robot. 

That morning I was thinking hard trying to make sense of what I saw, wasn’t GOD supposed to be ONE and only why were there two more statues and what does it all mean. Then I had a psychic realization that he is not alone, he did not create this world all by himself sure he is the main guy so to speak but he created it with the collaboration of the man depicted in the second statue like in my childhood vision I saw two grey haired men. The third statue is obvious he used supreme technology in creating us and our world, he was helped by machines, robots.

After this dream encounter with these statues I was even more determined to meet the real deal, I still had hope in my heart that sure he would like to meet me, I am his creation he will welcome me with open arms. How wrong I was.

During my meditations on God after that recent lucid experience I kept seeing a Tree an old looking tree, but could not figure it what it meant. I thought to myself that like everyone else no matter how powerful our so-called God-Creator must have a place or a dwelling where he lived I was sure of it and I was right. Next time I was lucid I consciously told myself I want to go where GOD lives. And of course I was transported next to this ancient tree I kept seeing in my meditation. It was a really ancient looking tree with a thick grey bark and no leaves. In the dream I quickly realised ok this is it, he is inside there, this is his house! I got all excited and got up on that tree as I could not see any doors or openings so sat on the tree in between the branches and started to peel of the bark to gain entrance but I quickly stopped thinking maybe that’s rude trying to get in forcefully if this is indeed God’s house and I am destroying it, that doesn’t look very good of me.

 Then I asked myself how do you get in there and a voice in the dream told me that he has to invite you in, you can’t just barge in there like you own the place. So I knocked a couple of times to be polite and nothing happened then all of a sudden robots appeared next to the tree and started chasing me and shooting at me. I started flying away in panic and then I woke up.

 I did not like the feeling I got that God was indeed there inside the tree and he wanted me gone so he called his guards to get rid of me! Well that’s not the welcoming party I was hoping for having finally made it to God’s house. I thought he should be happy and impressed with how persistent I was and how far I have come to finally get to where he lives! I mean we all have this thought of our God-Creator to be this loving father and guiding us through life but that’s not the reception I received. During my next meditation I heard “He can’t believe how stubborn you are”

Well I was determined to continue my quest of meeting him, some silly robots wouldn’t be enough to stop me. At that stage I knew where to go exactly to find God, I mean I knew where he lived so it was just a matter of time and keep trying to get into that tree. I mean I was so naïve that I was even thinking of questions I was going to ask God. I tried to dismiss the evidence that I was not welcome, and instead focusing on my imaginary awesome conversation I was going to have with God.

Shortly after, I had another dream where I became lucid and automatically was transported outside the God’s tree house! I was surprised that it happened so quickly without any effort from my side. All of a sudden I felt a sort of pull, I was pulled inside the tree. The problem was that then it all became hazy and blurred. I realized I was inside the tree and standing in what looked like a room with wooden walls but my senses were out of focus. Usually when you are lucid in a dream all your senses are heightened and super sharp. Now that I finally got where I wanted I felt like I was drugged, totally out of it. I was able to focus enough to realize that there was a very tall giant like man standing in front of me and looking angry and annoyed with me. At that point I made a quick mental note to myself that’s him that’s God but what is going on? 

The next thing I remember was a big blow to my head, and then someone appeared who was wearing all black and touching my head and doing something with my hair. Then I woke up totally confused and trying to remember as much information as possible but it was all hazy. Then a realization came over me that I was attacked by GOD!!!!!!! He hit me and tried to alter my memory of what happened and probably even brainwash me or implant thoughts/suggestions hence tampering with my head and hair. Then I heard a voice telling me, and I knew it was him “I am warning you”.

I was shocked by the whole experience and tried to figure it out when I heard that “He doesn’t want you to keep digging because you are close to finding out who he really is”.